Killing for you

If you don't mind falling for me, I'll show you my world, and what I was meant to be. To have and to hold forever in bliss, I would kill someone for your kiss. The world alone, it is so cold without you here I'm less then bold. I want to kill my thoughts with this but your staring right at me, asking.... don't go away, I'm sorry for the way I treated you. I …

…eyes... seeing you is like torture every day I cant have you, or make you go away I wish I wasn't stupid, just a little brave to turn around and deal, to act the way I feel to see past all my little problems to see the bigger picture, and just solve them a better life exists and I know where it lies but will I go there...or will I give up and die?